Dear Diary,

Jan 20, 2010

Today was lovely, woke up talked to eric (damn, eric eric eric when is it going to be about JA JA JA ! hahhahaha) got ready for school. It was helllllaa fucking raining tho, it was hella funny. Omy my hair was flaying everywhere, it was NOT THE BIDDNESS. haha, then 1st period was fun cos we switched seats and i got to sit next to this coo ass nigga his name is luigi (french name) hes hella nice tho :) and then after I went to barts and I was bored as hell but i was just trying to do my work. then came lunch and i spend it with mostly eric and jd :) jaja jizel kenye and angel went crazy when i told them it was official HAHAHA. hella grozz. theyre so gay. Then after he walked me to my class and we kissed and then REEDS WAS SOO FUCKING BORING I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU. & it was raining hella loud too so i was just like O.O after eric came to my class to pick me up and we walked to the quad together and me jizel jaja eric and jd decided to go to my house to ask my daddy if i can sleepover jizels house (but im really staying at erics) and jd needed to take a shit so yeah. jizel jd and jaja took a shit while they were all in the same bathroom (yeah MY FRIENDS DO THAT hahahhaha) and eric met my dad and it was weird and funny and odd. Then we went to dairy bell and we ate. We walked back to mteden and watched the game. It was fun :) at 7 we went to jajas house and around 8 I got home. Now im just trying to finish my hw. what….a joke.

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Today was the best day evaaaaaa, hahaha. Okay so I woke up around 9 right? and I went to Jizels house around 10. She did my makeup and told me what to wear and she curled my hair and shit, all that good stuff ahah. Then around 12 I went back to my house and eric picked me up. We walked for a good 3 hours just around hayward but it started to rain so we went to my house around 3. It was hella cold we put blankets on the floor and just chilled there with heaters all over us. We talked for another 3 hours just listening to music and talking about what was on our minds and shit. It was good :) Then we started playing around and one thing led to another and yeah. HAHA. He showed me his surprise :) it was quite cute. He wrote on a bunch of cards right? just saying hey, and a bunch of random shit but then on the last one he wrote, “okay so you wanna know about the mystery girl?” (the girl he likes) and he told me to close my eyes and brought out a mirror and told me to open my eyes and well yeah :) ahah hes so sweet . then my mom came home so we turned on all the lights and turned on the tv and he went on the couch so it looks like we were just watching tv and yeah. so we just watched cartoons and held hands and shit, and we kissed goodnight and it was just an overall good day :)

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Jan 16,2010

 So today was lovely again :) I woke up to eric texting me so yknow thats always a plus. We talked for a little bit. Then I just went on tumblr for like half of the day. Practicing the dance. Just fucking around. Around 5 I started to get ready. I went to Stoneridge. I got hella fucking earring as you can see. It was like 2 dollars each tho, and each little packet had at least 2 pairs of earrings , sometimes 4 =) so yes it was a gooddeal ;) I was trying to find underwear cos uh I wanted some? LOL, but there wasnt any cute small underwear, everything would have fallen off me, which would be pointless HAHA. So I didnt get any, and I was trying to find nice bras too but nooo, nothing that fits me either >;o Hm, we went to the bar to try to figure out our future plans and me and eric started talking again. We decided (my family and I) to go to dinner so on the way there I was just talking to him, jizel, and siyou.Ough this kid curtis keeps asking me out. Hes so annoying tho. Its like I made a mistake and went out with him 3 YEARS AGO! get over it. I dont have anything to do with you. dagdhsbdsjfhsdfh. I swear he was bothering me the whole night >:O but anywho, whatever he doesnt matter.  Eric said he had a surprise for me ! he gave me some hints but I have like no idea what it is. Im excited for it tho. He says hes planning hella shit out for when I see him again. He’s such a cheesy boy. I told him i felt bad I didn’t get him a surprise and he said as long as im there hes happy, whaat….a marshmellow ;D HAHA. but hes sweet so its good. hm i stopped texting him cos I was at dinner but we started talking again when I got home lol. I phoned with siyou for a little bit but I was getting tired around 10 ! YAAAAAY. this is good cos i havent been sleeping well. So I finally get some good sleep. Me and eric created a to do list ahaha , its quite funny. here it goes -

• Have a pillow fight
• Extremely fuck with his hair
• Go on a trip
• Make a big painting
• Sneak him in so he can sleepover (during spring break so its easier)
• Go to warped and hes going to help me get to the front

HAHA , Thats all we have so far, but were already planning some of it out. Lol. He says hes going to think of more later. I knocked out around 11 and yes. HAHA, I cant wait till tuesday. Im in some deep trouble here.

Today was lovely, school was school but afterschool I kicked it with eric. I needed to finish mr.milkies final project (to draw 100 things on one paper) and one of the things was kissing lips. I didn’t wanna fuck up so i practiced a few times before doing it on the actual paper. My lips are odd. I also went to Jizels house for a lil bit. Btw, Dear mr.milkie altho I’ll miss your class stop with all the questions. It gets weird. I got like 3 “what a cute couple” comments today…oh. Jan 12,2010 12/365